"The First."

PS: This is going to be a post without pictures. If anyone is interested on knowing the truth about The First, they would be reading this to know, not to get entertained. Thank you.

Anyone who has been reading my every single post knows what the title above is saying. I wrote on the last paragraph on this post that I'm going to write about that little new thing that happened to me on October 19th which I wrote about and which caused a little twirl between me and Kerrvy's friendship (click here to read the post).

Okay, what exactly is a thing that can possibly ruin a friendship and still be something big to a girl like me? Yes, to bring out complete honesty after all these lame lies, I have been in a relationship with someone in person, in my real life. I'm not talking about some online relationship where we're imagining what we would be doing if we lived nearer and where we would be talking about how much we want to see each other so badly. I'm not also talking about a relationship where we do live near, we see each other in person, but then we only communicate through texting or chatting because we're too shy to approach each other. I'm talking about the real stuff, the real thing about being near each other and really be able to feel each other. And this, this is completely new to me and it just went down the drain. It was cute and sweet, but it just vanished in thin air because my partner couldn't be more honest to me himself. As much of a liar as he was, I lied as well to my friends just to show that I could respect him, but it didn't really go the good way that I expected it to go.

So, on October 19, I said yes and we became a "couple". Just six days after, October 25, he broke up with me because of some "unfinished business" that I really don't want to write about. I sort of lost my trust in him, but I already knew there was something. I told people right after we broke up that it didn't hurt, I wasn't sad, and it didn't affect me in any way. Now I feel a little pissed about it not because I miss him or anything, but how I could believe and let him make so much changes between me and Kerrvy.

- Christin Madeleine

Imperial Palace.

Ah, it's good to be home. So you know I've been gone and now I'm finally at home again. And yes, the title says it all. I've been staying at Imperial Palace for three days and two nights with my family and my cousin, Kervey. We were actually discussing about this whole thing about staying at a hotel for fun a few days before our stay in the hotel. Before the semestral break started, we planned to go to Norway for two weeks just for the hell of it, but turned out it was a little way too expensive for us... so they had this silly idea about staying in an expensive hotel for a few days. So, that's what we were up to for the last days, Imperial Palace. So for those who do not know what Imperial Palace is, it's a hotel with all kinds of things all kinds of people are looking for. It's very summer inspired in my eyes, so it pretty much felt like summer while we were there.

A little peek of Imperial Palace. xD

It was kind of weird because there were so many Koreans (could possibly be Japanese people or Chinese, no idea), so it kinda felt like we were on a vacation in Korea. Anyway, I had loads of fun over there. Oh, and, since we ate dinner at a buffet and the breakfasts were buffet as well, I swear I couldn't feel any fuller. Anyway, here are some pictures (They are not in order D:) :

At the reception, waiting for mom to finish checking in.

THE BED ROOM!

Kervey just had to test it.

The hallway. We could create a horror movie here.

Four seasons juice as welcome drinks BABY!

Mhm, having fun on the carpet as you can see.

MHM.

At the little mini bar. xD

Just chilling.

(Excuse my face folks.) BUFFET BABY!

Took pictures right after eating.

Bought pizza the next day (buffet is very expensive).

NIGHT SWIMMING!

In the pool. I'm sorry, but I have no idea what's up with my slutty pose over there. :(

WE HAD TO TRY THE SICK SLIDES! This was my first and last time trying the 'toilet flush'. xD

The sick slides. (I love the green one!)

Try to spot us. xD

Chilling again. Haha

Ah, I must say, it's one fine hotel to stay in. We just wanted to try something new. :)

- Christin Madeleine

Gone for the next three days.

So, I just wanted to make a post before I left it with Day 229 as the latest post. If, as written on the earlier posts, I'm lucky and there is internet to the place I'll be going, I will be updating. Nah, I know there is internet over there, I just hope I don't have to pay much for that. :o

I still haven't finished packing and we're about to leave. Yeah, I'm still looking for my swim goggles which are... pink. But hey, I LOVE looking underwater. There's much to see. Muhaha c:

Yup. So much for being ready.

Ready but not really. -Hannah c;

- Christin Madeleine

x3+m+2.

Yes, all of them came here. And when I mean all, I mean Shelamay, Trixia, Kerrvy, Julie, and Charisse. Pretty great, right? At first, only Shelamay, Trixia and Kerrvy came since Julie and Charisse would come a little later. I had fun, and I, again, finally got out of the house without adult supervision. Ah, I hope my parents are starting to trust their youngest daughter. Anyway, here are some pictures of today: ♥

Too busy with the computer, as you see.

At the market.

Trixia had gone home at this time.

Yeah, I had much fun. I'll see them by November three then. Thank you ladies. ♥

- Christin Madeleine

x3+m.

Oh no, I haven't become a math freak if ever the title made you think so. Today I'm getting visitors! I'm still not sure who's coming, but I invited Kerrvy, Trixia, Shelamay, Julie and Charisse. I was about to invite Jackie but she's busy today. For now, I know that Kerrvy, Trixia and Shelamay are coming. If it's the only three of them, then it is a first time in a long time. During sophomore year, we three were classmates, and they once came here. We even made a group name, x3+m (Xiang2, Xela, Xtn and Marie). Ever since sophomore ended, Shelamay became busy because she landed on the first section and the three left of us remained lazy in the second section. So I'm so glad because Shelamay is FINALLY coming over, thanks to semestral break. Oh and, she is one of my closest friends. ♥

September 19, 2009:

We'll see how this day goes then. I'm excited. I also have to repair my friendship with the pack (except Shelamay) since I've been such a bitch. Don't worry, I will tell you the whole story later on if you're interested. Well, it is one interesting story anyway. Yes, I will write one single blog post about it, you deserve to know about this man that is a dick head. Sorry for my language, but really, I'm serious.

- Christin Madeleine

Powerless Wednesday.

Oh damn. First thing ever, and I'm a freaking victim. It's Wednesday today, what I wrote was my favorite day of the week. But today I don't feel so powerful, it's like all my powers are drained, and it feels depressing. No, believe me, I'm bored. It's not even twelve o'clock yet and I already feel like sleeping this day away. Ugh, I wish there were classes, this holiday's gonna take my life away even before school starts again on November 3.

All I've been doing so far is logging on to IMVU and 'attended' a Costume Party hosted by a sort of sorority I'm a part of, called Lambda Chi Sorority. The theme was Saints or Sinners, and my avatar wore the nicest dress she had, and I bought a halo for her. Boom, a saint. It wasn't the best party I've ever been to in IMVU. I was busy surfing the internet so it was more like it was my avatar who attended, not me. xD

It bored me because I didn't know all the people in there, so I decided to watch some videos on youtube just for the sake of being entertained. I watched videos of one of my favorite Goth models, Adora BatBrat.

But then it just got even boring, so I went out to find some food in the kitchen. Luckily, I found a big slice of pizza I was supposed to eat yesterday, but because I was so full when mom and dad came from the city, I didn't eat it. So now I'm actually eating it. The funny thing about this kind of pizza slice it's that I've known those ever since I was a grade six student. Just sharing. I mean, I still have the picture of the first time I held one on my hands.

And this was before, the first time ever. Must laugh at how 'hyper' I look in here. xD

And right now, I'm eating again. I suppose when you're so down, you can't do anything else than to eat, eat, and eat. No wonder why I hate holidays and breaks, it makes me gain weight! xD

Nah, I should eat. Lately I haven't allowed myself to eat properly, honestly speaking. I always tell myself that the feeling of being hungry is the best feeling I ever know! It kinda worked too actually. Anyhow, I don't know what to do now. I kept planning on drawing for my blog but I totally misplaced the pen for my drawing tablet. So until it appears again, no drawings. Ugh, what a lovely life.

- Christin Madeleine