But lately? I haven't been able to draw anything at all. I've currently lost so many inspirations, and I feel, as written on one of the previous posts, like a total wreck. Let me just tell you, I promise I will go back to draw and draw and draw when I do feel like it, but that feeling hasn't been in me for awhile now.
All I've been blogging about is the 365 challenge, and it's the perfect excuse for me to keep blogging. Don't get the wrong idea, I don't hate blogging, but I truly do live as a human: I'm not always okay, and I don't always feel like doing things that I love.
I hope you understand, even though the reason may be the smallest reason to give. :)
Today we didn't have proper classes. We had our Nutrition Month Activity, and we had to use one ingredient, malunggay (Moringa oleifera), in two different dishes or desserts. Since I still kind of feel like a wreck, being too tired and all, I didn't really enjoy my time. I'm helplessly breaking myself apart with all the things that are going on in my life. Ugh.
I brought with me my digital camera today, and when I transferred all the files in there to my computer, there were 163 pictures and 2 videos in all. And to upload 163 pictures and post it on here doesn't seem to be so... fun. So I've decided that for once and for all, I'll upload all of them on Facebook and some of them on here, just for the hell of it.
Our class had to be in our own hands, we did not get so much support from our adviser, he was never there today. Our class mayor, Jackie (one of my really close friends), cracked and burst in tears from all the stress and all the classmates of ours not cooperating in this competition. I pity her very much, and wounds me to see her cry like that... plus it makes me want to cry myself. :(
As the title says, that's exactly how I feel right now. My legs feel like they're falling apart because of the strain. We've been practicing a dance a lot the past days for our program, IHMA Night, which will happen on August 12. Well, I'm not really what you call a dancer, but I do my best. The worst thing is that we are, as said by many, the only section who can't dance our dance properly, and that we're like kids. Well, it's my first time dancing a very fast dance, and it's sort of... hard to follow at times.
Yeah, a dancing metalhead. You've never thought about that, have you? Haha! The thing is, I just don't care about my image, I do this for my grades. Since it's my last year in high school, I've started to concentrate more on studies, because I am so afraid that I'll end up repeating senior year. I want to move on!
Anyway, I'll finish my post with pictures. It's been awhile since I wrote an everyday post. :)
PS: Oh, and dear readers, forgive me, but my blog is my new source of pictures. I don't use facebook when uploading them anymore. :)
WORE FLIP FLOPS TODAAAY! xD
I'm not exactly sure what exactly is going on. :/
Tootlot.
Sweat and stress, a pause after a lot of dancing.
One of the most random.
WHOLE-BODY-PICTURE for you, Ms. Trixia.
And me? I'm so good at looking LAME. :)
BEWARE, there are tons of vanity of these two following below.
Of course, I HAD TO INSERT. :))
I also found this very quick video on my digicam! xD
Yes, the title says it all. I found a kitty there in Plaza earlier when I went biking with my cousins. What? Do you think I had the heart to leave it? No. Fuck your opinions, I love cats, done with that. It was meowing, and I listened intensely to where it would lead me to. Then I saw this cute little kitty, all alone and thin.
The only problem now is that I don't know what I should name it. I believe it's a girl. Any suggestions? :)
