Lies.

Okay, so when I do something I'm not supposed to do, I should fix the things that came out of place. That's exactly what I'm going to do right now. My main focus here is Kerrvy, of course, my best friend. Last nineteenth something new happened to me, and it's completely new if we speak of it in the real life way. But that is not exactly what I want to talk about, it's how I spread the news about it, which didn't really spread.

Now we all know Kerrvy is for now the one closest to me. But I was absolutely closed minded about how I couldn't have told her about anything. Let's just say that thing that happened to me on the nineteenth is called "The First" just so you guys won't be confused. I didn't tell Kerrvy about "The First" because the days before the nineteenth, I was totally distancing myself from her, like very. I actually blamed it on her at first, but I figured I did this myself. What I'm going to say now to her, is that I'm sorry for being such an ass. Not that we haven't talked in many days, it's just that it's weird that she's not usually there beside me when I was with that guy who is the main reason of "The First". Of course, she was having other people around her, and I mean Julie, Trixia, Charisse and Angelica. I've got nothing bad to say about that at all, so I understand why she was busy all the time. But for some reason I started to feel so alone when I saw them all together. Yup, the distance between us was sort of big. I could watch her from afar, but never really do anything about it.

So here it is, the whole post about how I feel about this. I started making thoughts about how she would throw me away because she didn't like me experimenting with the new thing that had just happened. I thought she would be so disgusted of me that she couldn't bear the sight of me, so there are some reasons why I never told her, and she had to hear it from other people which in her words "didn't feel nice." 

Again, I'm really sorry Kerrvy, and the rest of the pack. 

- Christin Madeleine

Last of the week.

Ah, finally. We now have our semestral break which means no classes starting tomorrow until November 2. I can now get as lazy as I can and be as lazy as I can, which sounds pretty great if you ask me. Well, yeah, I do know that because of this, I might get as bored as hell, but I need to rest a little too. Being a senior is definitely NOT a joke.

I'm starting to suck at blogging, and I know you all know that. I read some of my first posts in this blog, and as lame as it can sound to anyone, I entertained myself while reading my own blog posts. But really, I do miss reading posts about my everyday life, so I am going to bring that back even if you like it or not. It's my blog, so I'm the boss. Speaking about everyday, what did I do today?

We didn't have formal classes earlier, but we had two different programs focusing on the two themes for the month October. Sadly, Halloween is not one of them, which pretty much sucks. It's about the Holy Rosary and the United Nations, according to my school.

So, that's what the first program was about, the Holy Rosary. You still remember about that post I wrote about me being "Our Lady of Mt.Carmel" in our Live Marian Gallery last September 9? If you haven't read about that, take a short view about it (or perhaps read it if you like) here. Since we were in the top five of winning, we (us who acted as Mary) were required to wear the costumes again and sit on stage. I don't really get why though. Also, for every mystery, there is a short tableau about Jesus's birth and all that. Since Trixia, who was supposed to act as Mary during the third mystery, backed out, I had to take the responsibility, which pretty much sucked. So I took her role.

YES, it was embarrassing to walk right in front of everyone wearing school shoes and being the only one without makeup.

The tableau where Trixia was supposed to be Mary.

Right after the whole Living Rosary stuff.

After the Living Rosary program, our school started the second program, the United Nations thingy. It was more like a beauty pageant show where you're supposed to answer challenging questions about different things (of course) and where you're supposed to represent your given country in every little way possible. Our section was Bulgaria, but we didn't win.

This is the only picture I got. Haha

That's what happened today. Yesterday was better because you know every Sunday, it's more or less like a family day for my mother's part of family, which I really enjoy. We decided to grill our food because we celebrated our dad's birthday. By evening me, my cousin (on my mother's side) and my cousin's cousin (on her dad's side) went biking. So it was quite fun. I know, I know, I suddenly wrote in a weird way... as I see it. xD

Something we'd call a grill fest? o.o

Wearing that evil smile 'cause I'm gonna throw all the marshmallows away. -Muhahaha

- Christin Madeleine

Back on the last day.

So, I definitely HAD to go back to school this day because I didn't like the feeling of being gone too long. Most students usually don't go to school just because it's Friday, but it's not the same thing for me. Oh no, I'm not a geek. Speaking of school, I love going there because of friends and of all the other fun happening around. Okay, maybe I don't have such a miserable life after all, so I can't complain.

I know, I think it's such a weird picture too!

Kerrvyyy.

Me and Kerrvy.

Just had to show how really pretty Kerrvy is!

Julie making the bulletin board.

Believe me, I didn't tell them what to write. <.<

Sitting and working. xD

Still working.

- Christin Madeleine

Luckiest girl in the world.

So, for almost the whole week, I've been away from school. Except for yesterday, I was there during the morning. I hate the feeling of not being able to go to school because I would miss a lot of things. BUT, I couldn't be happier today, because my friends came over. Damn, they freaking care about me. I can't be luckier. If I had a really soft heart, like super, I would be crying right now. Haha xD

The best thing? I didn't ask for them to come here, it was their own decision to help me out from all the topics and discussions I've missed at school. DAMN, am I not lucky? :(

- Christin Madeleine

Metal pick.

Guess what! Today I finally received my metal pick necklace! I was peacefully sleeping on my bed when my dad came in and brought with him a little black box. He opened it, and I immediately knew what it was. I was happy, and I thanked him (since he payed for it). I couldn't have a better day even though I was not feeling well (physically) earlier. I had a mild headache, and I felt like throwing up all the time. Plus my stomach wasn't so great either. But, that necklace pretty much made my day. I found it some time back (and wrote about it here).

It was in this small, black box.

This made me so excited!

But, I still feel like trash. I went to school earlier, and I found out I still didn't recover completely, so I texted my mom and said that I didn't feel well and that I wanted to go home. So, she came and picked me up on the subject before lunch time and got me out of school. Again, I had a terrible headache, and my stomach felt weird. I came home, and wanted to go to bed, but my mom stopped me because I had to eat first. Well, today, I don't really have appetite. I didn't want to eat at all, but I need to. Then came the horrible part... throwing up. So since I did throw up, there's something wrong. I don't know exactly what it is. :/

Pretty much felt like trash all day. :(

- Christin Madeleine

New phone.

Yes, as the title says, I finally bought a new cellphone! I got it yesterday though. No, there's nothing wrong with my previous phone, Nokia N70, it's just that it has gotten slow and it's not working fast enough for me. Since it was fine with my parents, well, why not? At least now I don't have to mess around with my sister's Samsung anymore, right? To be honest, I do not want to give away my N70. I still want to have it... like an extra cellphone or so. You get what I mean? I say that if there's anything that's going to happen in school and the activities are a little extreme, I can just change my phone and be fine with it. It's temporary anyway, so... yeah.

Used my N70 in taking this picture. :)

But damn! What cellphone have I got? I got Nokia N8. It's touch screen and I think I'm in love. They only had them in the colors orange and pink. I chose the orange because it looked more like bronze. I'm definitely enjoying it, and its camera is 12MP! That's as good as a digital camera! Believe me, I'm really just excited, and I am not trying to brag or anything. :)

- Christin Madeleine

Faint.

Yesterday, I wasn't able to feel anything in my body that seemed wrong. But I do admit, lately I haven't been sleeping well and haven't let myself eat enough food to energize my body, so I fainted. The weird part is that I don't remember anything at all. The last thing I do remember was sending a text message to my friend, and the next thing I remember was that I was on my bed with, possibly, one of the worst head aches I've ever had. Plus my mom told me I had several scratches and wounds on my face, so, it surprised me. Oh, and, I also bit the tip of my tongue.

Those reds... :(

I don't exactly know how it got there, but I suppose I fainted, bashed my head on my keyboard and fell unconsciously down on the floor. My dad even told me he saw my hair peeking out under the door, and he called my mom. And there I lay. I suppose it could be of the CAT Formation we had earlier that day, but I won't complain because I am aware it's my own fault. I think I may have gotten a little addicted to IMVU that I stay online for longer hours. Tomorrow, I am going to the hospital to have a general check-up, and I might even stay there overnight, so it's two days without school. I know, I know, it may be a happy thing for you, but for me? Damn.

We're going to the city now, so when I come home, I'll be continuing the 365 days challenge. Since I won't be  at home on Monday and Tuesday, most probably, I will write day 202 (for today), 203 (for Monday) and 204 (for Tuesday). Oh, damn. But, still I wish myself to get better soon.

- Christin Madeleine

Goodbye, N70.

For four straight years, I've have had my Nokia N70. I guess, since it's starting to act so bitchy, it's goodbye for so long. Okay? How am I going to communicate with other people? Well, I'm borrowing my sister's Samsung phone (don't know the whole name of it though), and it's touchscreen. Since I don't really like touchscreen, I suppose it's time for me to do so. Who knows, my next cellphone will most definitely be touchscreen, if my choice says so.

Sister's Samsung.

Since my sister was still drooling over her Samsung Galaxy II, she didn't kind of use this one. So, why not? I just have to get rid of all the things in there, somehow. So, after all these years I've been able to make 430 maps of pictures alone. 430 maps... damn. It's like 100 maps a year. Wow.

Now, we'll see how well I do with this thing. It's either going to depress and madden me, or make me happy.

- Christin Madeleine

Under the sea.

Today we didn't have ordinary classes. We had, somewhat, a field trip to SM. But, it went a little far from what we expected because we actually didn't get satisfied. Our principal didn't really think about time and transportation, so we ended up a little late. We were actually going to watch Under the Sea in IMAX, but because we came late, we couldn't watch the start. Plus, it was the last running show of Under the Sea, so I was not pissed at the workers there, I was pissed at our principal. We paid P80 for the fare, and all they thought about was a van? Damn.

On the way to school.

Waiting at school.

Being gathered.

Still being gathered. x)

Being creepy. Hah. c:

Waiting for the van.

Trying to kiss Kerrvy's cheek. Bwahaha (She says she hates kisses)

After watching Under the Sea.

Julie, Charisse, Yarie, Kerrvy, Trixia and Jackie.

Roaming!

Walking.

Still walking.

Getting down the escalator. 

On the way back to school.

Me and Jackie.

Anyway, I shouldn't really complain. After "watching" that little documentary about fish under the waters, we were allowed to roam around in the mall, so for the hell of it, we went to Maxrider without any doubts. I paid, of course, since I just HAD to try out the Devil's Forest, and damn, for some reason it scared the shit out of me. xD

- Christin Madeleine